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~Drachenburg

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My Deepest Loss

Sat Jan 24, 2009, 1:10 AM
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: It's Always Raining in My Head by Staind
  • Reading: A Member of the Family by Cesar Millan
  • Playing: WoW: Wrath of the Lich King
My cat White Kitty died today at 4:13pm. I took her to be put to sleep in Vancouver, where she was born and raised. She was gone quickly; it only took about 3 seconds before her head became heavy and she relaxed in my arms. I'm glad knowing that the last thing she knew was that I was right there with her till the end, holding her. She'll be cremated, and I'll be able to take her ashes where ever I may go. I'll also be getting an imprint of her paw, and I took a few clippings of her hair so that I can get a locket to carry a little bit of her everywhere I go. She'll always be with me, no matter what.

She's done a lot in her life, including two long road trips to Vegas and back, and also got to go to Germany and back. I got to enjoy her sweet, loving personality for 15 great years, and I'm comforted that she got to pass with dignity, and without any pain. She'll never have to take any more pills or get any more shots, never have to be thirsty, and never have to be hungry. She was ready to go, and just needed a bit of help getting there. Now she's free. She's free to run and play again, and catch as many mice as she wants, just like she used to do in Vancouver.

I feel better knowing that she never had to suffer excruciating pain, but it still hurts. I feel raw on the inside, and never in my life have I ever suffered such soul stripping, heart crushing, agonizing sobs as I did as I held and pet her still body. And now I just feel very empty. A large part of me is gone now; only a gaping, raw hole left in my heart. A wound that will never heal, no matter how much time passes.

She was never just a cat or just a pet. We grew up together, her and I. She was my only true friend. She was my baby. She was my soul-mate. She was my other half. She brought so many good memories and joys to my life, and I will never forget one single moment spent with her.

White Kitty
7-27-93 1-23-09
Always in my heart.

Rest in peace, White Kitty. You will be in my heart and thoughts every day, and I will love you for the rest of my life. Wait for me, I'll be with you again someday.

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  • Current Residence: Tirisfal Glades
  • Print preference: Nature, landscape, and animals
  • Interests: Photography, writing, anime, hiking, WWII, drawing, and reptiles
  • Favourite movie: LOTR, POTC, Warlock, 300, Death Machine, Jurassic Park, TLK, Golden Compass, Stardust, Sweeney Todd
  • Favourite band or musician: Metallica, Apocalyptica, Scooter, Nightwish, Enya, Loreena McKennitt, Birthday Massacre, Yoko Kanno
  • Favourite genre of music: European techno, rock, classical, nature, instrumental
  • Favourite artist: Alan Lee, John Howe, Kohta Hirano, James Coleman, Micheal Wheelan
  • Favourite poet or writer: JRR Tolkien, Bram Stoker, CS Friedman, Anne McCaffrey, Michael Crichton, Richard Knaak, Neil Gaiman
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: my Insignia Sport
  • Wallpaper of choice: WoW screenshots
  • Favourite game: WORLD OF WARCRAFT, Final Fantasy VII and X, Lunar2, Killer Instinct, Assassin's Creed
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, Super NES, N64, computer only for WoW
  • Favourite cartoon character: #1=Alucard, Walter-Hellsing, The Sovereign-VentureBros, Richard- LFG, Scar-TLK, Vicious-Cowboy Bebop
  • Personal Quote: Form and shape do not define us.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil and paper, my camera, my computer

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thanks a lot for the faves on my Rune pictures, :hug:

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...ach cha b'e fear àbhaisteach a bha ann, ach ròn, neo gille-mhara...
...But he wasn't an ordinary man, but a selkie, or a merman...


Linguistics is like sex without procreation. The point is having fun
You're welcome. You did a great job capturing them. :love:

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"When you know nature as part of yourself,
You will act in harmony.
When you feel yourself part of nature,
You will live in harmony."

-Tao Te Ching 13
:earth::flageu:

R.I.P.
White Kitty
7-27-93 1-23-09
Always in my heart
'Ey, thanks for the fave, lass!

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"Everything turns out okay in the end. And if it's not okay, then it's not the end." - ~Katasechan -

"Game Set Match = Tennis. Set Match Run = Arson." -Demitri Martin-
You're welcome! The picture got a nice, long, tear-filled laugh from me. Absolute brilliance!

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"When you know nature as part of yourself,
You will act in harmony.
When you feel yourself part of nature,
You will live in harmony."

-Tao Te Ching 13
:earth::flageu:

R.I.P.
White Kitty
7-27-93 1-23-09
Always in my heart
Thank you for the fav!
Its no problem :) i like this photo :) its really great :)
Thank you!! :blowkiss:

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My website: [link]
Another with my artistic friends: [link]
Thanks for the :+fav:

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Why not check out my gallery and website
You're very welcome. :D

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"When you know nature as part of yourself,
You will act in harmony.
When you feel yourself part of nature,
You will live in harmony."

-Tao Te Ching 13
:earth::flageu:

R.I.P.
White Kitty
7-27-93 1-23-09
Always in my heart

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